Well, life has taken a twist over the last month and a half or so.

Yann and I decided to end our 1.5 year relationship on the grounds that it was never going to go any further than what it was at. Our styles of living are just completely different - we get along fine together but when our friends and other aspects of our own personal lives come into play it turns complicated. I love this man with all my heart and probably will never stop but for now we've decided to remain friends, good ones at that. He's opened my eyes to a lot of new things, new things about myself, and has renewed a lot of doubts that I had about who I am - He's an incredible, genuine, loving and generous human being. I hope the next person that steals his heart protects and cherishes it like I do.

This change in life has sparked something in me that I don't think I've really ever seen. I've made a couple major changes in my life.

( Smoking, 24 Hour Fitness and moving back to California )

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