old pic of jameth

Well, life has taken a twist over the last month and a half or so.

Yann and I decided to end our 1.5 year relationship on the grounds that it was never going to go any further than what it was at. Our styles of living are just completely different - we get along fine together but when our friends and other aspects of our own personal lives come into play it turns complicated. I love this man with all my heart and probably will never stop but for now we've decided to remain friends, good ones at that. He's opened my eyes to a lot of new things, new things about myself, and has renewed a lot of doubts that I had about who I am - He's an incredible, genuine, loving and generous human being. I hope the next person that steals his heart protects and cherishes it like I do.

This change in life has sparked something in me that I don't think I've really ever seen. I've made a couple major changes in my life.

( Smoking, 24 Hour Fitness and moving back to California )

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Hi Peoples..

Still alive, still with Yann, still with the bank, still have the townhouse (just put in hardwood floors).. not much has changed.. just a little fatter and a lot more sassier.

That is all.

So, Some of you may be wonderding where I've been over the last year or so.

The man to your left has stolen my heart and continues to amaze me with his warmth, love, understanding and support any man could ever hope for. I am only sorry I never met him sooner but I guess 8 years of being single was just a test to see how much I could handle before my life was turned upside down and rewarded. Yann and I met after a very lonely and emotional holiday season - we began talking on Bear411 the day after Christmas and met a few days after for sushi. Sparks flew, Fireworks shot sky high - it was a match and thank god for that. Next week will mark 7 months together :)

Yann is a smart, funny, charasmatic, charming, loving, adorable, talented and personable kind of guy and is loved by everyone. He is a brilliant musician, owning his own record label ( http://www.dragonseyerecordings.com ) he is respected and praised by anyone who comes into contact with his music. Besides being a musician, he's a brilliant artist both graphically and in his website design business. His website is http://www.yannnovak.com.

Besides being dazzled by this man - I have been working on getting my townhouse remodeled so I can sell at the end of 2008 and get something nicer... Yann and I have tossed around the idea of actually moving somewhere, another country maybe.. but we'll see about that.

Still in the mortgage business - recently promoted to a senior underwriter which gives me the ability to underwrite a more complex loan and well .. give out more money :)

I am still DJ'ing when I can - infact, you can see me at this years Stompin in da Woods 5 - I'll be playing a live set on the Stompelic stage. More info can be found at http://www.myspace.com/stompinindawoods

This is all for now - glad to see all of you are still around (I've spent the last 2 hours reading back friends entries, lol)

Current Mood: thankful

Has anyone had any experience with taking your Sleep Apnea machine on board for international flights?

Yann and I will be flying internationally next month and I want to make sure I'm not going to have any issues.

Oh, btw, Hi Journal People!

Traz had been suffering from hyperthyroidism for the last year, the medications he was on was killing was killing his kidneys. About 4 weeks ago I was told that he had an inoperable tumor growing on his thyroid gland.. While he was still as chipper and meowy as he ever was I had to make a decision.

I laid him to rest at the Bellevue Humane Society on Sunday.

Goodbye Baby -- You brought me so many years of joy, you were there when I needed someone to cry to, you were there when I was lonely, you kept my bed warm and you brought joy to me every day of your life. I will miss you so much.. Love you kitten!! :(

Yep, I'm alive.

[BearBoy] what the hell do you put a White and Black shirt in with, colors or whites?
* Zyran laughs.
[Zyran] if it is a nice shirt, hand wash
[Zyran] otherwise, with colors :P
[Zyran] better to ruin one shirt, than a whole load if it bleeds :P
[BearBoy] i hate it when my loads bleed

R.i.P Lurch

WoW - This brings me WAYYYYY back to my life in San Francisco.

If you were even remotely somebody in the bay area, the name Lurch was very common to you.

I had the pleasure of meeting him when I competed in IBR 6 years ago and actually, way before that just in passing at the bars/bear events.. I just remember this very large hand coming up between my legs, being lifted off the ground about a foot and this big furry beard covering me and big lips wrapping around to give me a big kiss. He was a role model, a mentor, a pioneer and a great friend to me and everyone who came into his presence. He was a man of much wisdom, could talk or joke his way through any situation and a firm believer in a happy smiley face.

I am missing so much by not being in the Bay Area.. all my friends have moved on, don't really talk to many of them any more as everyone there lives..

Thank You and Goodbye my Friend.

Desperate Housewives is DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY and I fucking love it!

What a CUTE boyfriend - I knew there had to be a gay character introduced soon or later, its a total gay man's show. So A&F.

*sigh*

Happy Thanksgiving from the Harwood Apartments.

A notice was posted to each unit yesterday notifying us that we have 90 days to buy the unit or move out as the recent purchase of the complex by an Iranian was for the sole purpose of converting the complex into condo's.

Looks like the house purchase is going to come sooner than expected.

Olny srmat poelpe can.

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(CNN) -- At least five people have been wounded in
a shooting at a shopping mall near downtown Tacoma, Washington, fire officials
said.

"At this time, the situation is still evolving," said Jon Lendosky, deputy
chief of the Tacoma Fire Department. "We're still right in the middle of
it."

Lendosky said five people had been sent to hospitals. But another fire
official, Lt. David Elmer, said earlier that eight people had been reported
hurt.

The shootings began at about 12:15 p.m. (3:15 p.m. ET), Lendosky said.

( full story as it develops! )

VOLTRON HAS BEEN SERVED

Started with a HOT DELICIOUS pot of Homemade Chicken Noodle Soup n Dumplings (dumplings not featured).

nymphval and 1965f250 happily sit together knitting.

While pigphuckr keeps an eye on drunken Kitty!

After all the tummies are filled.. sleep happens.

It was a fun evening! I love dinner parties!

This is about the most accurate test I think I've taken online.

Socially Smart As a socially smart person, you are best with others in real-life situations. This type of intelligence is closely linked to being 'street smart.' Theories and such are not much concern: the things that matter tend to be those which you can see, feel, touch - what you can really experience. This knowledge comes to you both out of a natural knowledge, as well as learning from the situations you find yourself in. 60% applied intelligence 20% learned intelligence

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I've got the flu.. this so sucks.

It's funny how we (the people of the internet) can completely make up what a person is all about in our heads, but yet, its never even remotely correct when the actual person is revealed.. yet, we continue to do it over and over :)